put your shirt back on

So, I've been having bad dreams for what seems like every night for almost a month, now. I rarely remember the contents, but I know I had them and I know they sucked.

This is very strange for me, as I usually go months between having a dream of any kind. Mostly I just sleep.

Now, I'm waking up from terrifying or uncomfortable situations on a regular basis and I'm getting pretty annoyed. There's no theme to them, there's no new anxiety in my life. I've made no major life decisions, nor will I be making any, any time soon. And, like I said, I don't remember them, and I don't think I want to.

I share this because I want everyone to know that if you ever need advice on dreaming, do not go to the internet. There is literally a page called Bad Dreams? Lucky You!, which kind of makes me want to scream.

I've always been completely apathetic towards dreams and any kind of meaning they might hold, largely because mine are so few and far between, and I barely remember what few I have. So, do I put a lot of stock in 're-scripting my falling dream'? Yeah, no.

It's really annoying, and I'd like nothing more than to go back to my usual dreamless state, but so far my subconscious has other ideas. Lucky me.

I woke up this morning because my hand hit a wall as I tried to smack my sister away from me in my dream. She was putting a blanket on me or shoving me or something, and I was apparently not okay with it.

Freud, eat your heart out, because idek.